Few weeks shy of giving birth, i busied myself reading the “during” and “after” birth expectations. I thought i was ready but i guess i was not. I was caught by surprise with EVERYTHING. I mean everything.
Let me list down some random lessons and realizations i had post partum to give us more idea what really happens when you give birth.
disclaimer: some intimate (TMI for some) details ahead
- After you push out your baby, you are not yet done. Your placenta is next to be pulled out. And you still have to be stitched up because obviously you tore your vajayjay. In my experience, it hurt when they did the stitches. Ugh.
- I have never expected to have hemorrhoids but i did. Hassle.
- I should have brought a brush/comb with me near my bed so i could at least fixed myself (maybe while they were stitching me up) for a more proper first selfie with my baby. Also, we didn’t have the first family pic after giving birth because i looked like shit plus we actually forgot.
- I never feared of giving birth because in my mind, one way or another the baby will come out from me. What i was afraid was how long it will take for the entire process and I was paranoid of complications during and after birth.
- They didn’t shave me down there. I didn’t wax during my pregnancy. I just trimmed the bush when my tummy was not yet totally blocking the view.
- I didn’t poop while giving birth which i think because i only had fluids from the IV for the past 20 hours of labor.
- I regret of not doing prenatal yoga. I had been doing yoga for almost 4 years before moving permanently to the US and i realized it would tremendously helped me in all aspects of pregnancy, labor and birth if I could have at least enrolled in prenatal yoga. truth.
- I wanted to consume my placenta via placenta encapsulation but i decided not to. Sometimes i wonder if there’s really a benefit from it.
- i wondered if having a doula would have been worth it. #budget haha!
- They say recovery from vaginal delivery is faster from C section. But still, physical recovery was not easy. Actually, this is one of the things i had never anticipated. I wore disposable mesh panties for 2 weeks because i kept on changing every time I go to the bathroom. Ice packs were heaven sent. peri bottles, maxi pads and dermoplast were must haves. It felt like the bleeding will never end. My entire body was in pain and uncomfortable. I took ibuprofen for the pain, stool softener and hemorrhoid cream
- I took a shower the day after i gave birth. The Mister helped me from the moment i got off from the bed until i was all dressed in my sleep shirt and back to bed. Best decision to have a comfy button down sleep shirt because it’s easy access to breastfeeding and no extra effort when you need to go to the bathroom.
- Before being a mother, i was terrified to hold babies, especially newborns and infants because they are so small and fragile looking. But when you become a mother, i think instincts automatically kick in. It felt like I knew what i was doing when i carry my newborn in my arms. Maybe it helped that i pushed out a 7.5 lbs baby so she wasn’t that tiny. ahaha!
- The Mister was my labor coach. He was annoying but extremely supportive the almost entire time and i wouldn’t trade the experience with anyone else.
- It was a good idea (for us) to have a newborn photoshoot in the hospital because honestly, i didn’t have the energy to deal with the idea after going home from the hospital
- Besides having a checklist of what should be inside the hospital bag, I also had the “after birth” checklist such as calling the cord blood bank for pick up, birth clerk, scheduling the newborn photoshoot etc. I designated this list to the Mister so he can tick off each item while we were still in the hospital.
- When i was asked by a relative if i have any request before they visit us, I asked for a poke bowl! Request granted. YAAASSS.
- I was grateful to have Filipino nurses to my almost entire stay in the hospital. I took the opportunity to ask everything from post partum recovery, taking care of the baby to just any random hospital questions.
- Prior to our discharge, they gave us hospital freebies like diapers, blanket etc but the most important stuff i requested were ice packs, mesh diapers and maxi pads. I asked for a lot. Believe me, you’ll need it.
- Seeing my parents, relatives and especially the Mister carry our newborn was one of the most memorable scenes i have ever witnessed.
- I thought to myself since i left the hospital, I don’t want to get through with giving birth again. hahaha!
So there you go. I don’t know. Probably i don’t make sense with what i have shared but it is what it is. haha!
Also, If you’re wondering where my breastfeeding thoughts are, i’ll be sharing my breastfeeding journey next time.